| Location | Bradford |
| Age | 56 years |
| Cause of Death | Stroke |
| Date of Birth | 18/10/1952 |
| Date of Death | 07/12/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,046 since 09/10/2009 |
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I Love you daddy soo much I just hope you know that, you will always be in my heart im always thinking about you!! I miss you so much everything is diffrent now your not here, I keep dreaming about you like nothing as ever happend, it feels so real and i wish it was! I dreamt about you last night, we was going to malham on a nice sunday afternoon like we used to. I cant believe you have gone like this, everytime I walk past your house I break down and cry this is soo hard, I need you daddy! Your in a better place now dont have to worry about anything! Bet you up there with a pint of beer laughing and joking, sometimes I wish i was up there with you! Its your birthday soon isn't it :) were all going out for a meal and having a drink for you dont you worry and I hope you have a good one up there! One day I'll c u again nite nite Daddy xxx I love you sooo much! xxx
Cant belive it's been a year!! Love you Daddy! x
I love you daddy soo much and I really miss you I just cant believe its been a year!,, This has left a big hole in my heart and a massive gap the family I just cant move on, on the outside am fine with everyone but in the inside am ready to explode I want you back Daddy pleassssssssssseeeeeeee! I’m getting really nasty with things, I hate seeing anyone with their dad, I hate father’s day and I hate it when anyone talks about their dad, why can’t I have you! I am constantly crying anyone mentions your name I just get a massive lump in my throat my heart is so sore and I don’t think it will ever heal. I know Steve, dick, Ian and Chris are going through same but we just don’t talk about it, we all know what each other thinks we just don’t say anything I always knew you loved me and my brothers you just never said it. But when you and mum broke up 2 year before you passed away you realised things was different and changed a lot didn’t you! Then you always said it! I always said ‘I loved you’ to you and the last time I saw you properly was the Sunday before you went in to hospital, I went for a meal with you and Karon and when you dropped me off I got out of the car and said “Thankyouu I love you Daddy” and you said you loved me Back!! I’m soo proud to say that was my last words to you properly!! A few days later you went in to hospital because you had a stroke you wasn’t making any sense and I hated seeing you like that it hurt me sooo much!! The doctors told us you weren’t going to make it!! It was the worst thing anyone has ever told me!! I couldn’t even believe what the doctor had told me it was like one big nightmare!! Although you were dying you was still laughing and joking in the hospital, that was just you! You was always joking or making fun out of someone hehe. When you passed away I just couldn’t believe it, even now I cant!!! You and mum were together since you were both 16 years old and got married at 18 you was together 30 years!! I gave mum a lot of crap because I don’t like Ian, I just feel stuck in the middle because you hated him and now your not here I have to play happy families with them. I love you soo much but I just want my mummy to be happy too!! She knew you more than anyone and she is probably the one going threw grief the most!! I feel really nasty giving her crap but I just felt like it was the right thing to do I was angry and wanted to take it out on someone!! She’s the best mummy anyone could ask for and I want her to be happy!! Sorry Mummy!!! I don’t mean anything nasty by getting along with Ian daddy I promise and You’ll always be my number one daddy but if mums happy I have to accept that! Can’t believe it’s been a year today!! It feels like 2 minutes ago! Even though it’s been a year I still going threw the worst pain ever and I don’t think it’s ever gonna stop! I’m constantly thinking about you Daddy I think about you before I go to sleep, I think about you when I wake up I even dream about you! Joel is very supportive and so are my friends! But I Just miss you sooo much!!! And I hope you knew Daddy I love you !!!! One day I’ll see you again! R.I.P Daddy Love you soooo much!!! XxxxxxxxxxxxxxX
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Wishing You A Merry Christmas
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Heyy Daddy
Its been nearly a year since you have gone but to me it seems like 2 minutes ago! I cant describe how much I miss you! I had a dream about you the other night, it was really weird! You was stood outside our house and I ran outside, jumped in to your arms and give you the biggest cuddle i've ever give you! Then we went in your car and uncle johnny was driving and he was explaining to me that none of it really happend!! Then i woke up and it hit me in the face all over again!!! Its christmas soon too,, Christmas just isn't the same without you! I wish you could be here!! Me and mum was watching some home videos of family and we was in Malham and we was walkin down holding hands,, I was only 2! Daddy I miss you sooo much!! Cant belive you have gone!!! I'll come and speak to you soon!!! xxxxxx Love your Bestest Daughter,, Your Only Daughter,, Rachel ( Snatch) hehe xxxxxx
Cant Belive You Have Gone!! xx
Daddy I miss you soo much!! I just cant get it in my head that you are gone,, I seem to think that your still here! I cant decide if that’s a good thing or a bad thing because when I think im still gonna bump in to you and then it hits me in the face that your not coming back and I just break down and cry again!! This is the hardest thing ive gone threw in my life! I hated it when you and mum first broke up knowing I wasn’t going to live with you any more, that’s nothing compared to this!! And now this is the worst possibly feeling anyone has ever has to go through! Me and mum talk about you all the time! I know it was hard between you two and it wasn’t easy! But she loves you soo much please never forget that!!,, In the end up when you moved out,, me and you grew closer, we got along soo much better and that’s when I realised I had the best daddy ever! We dint really get along when we lived together did we, we still had funny times still remember when you dropped your Chinese on me by accident I was soo annoyed with you but it was soo funny hehe! I just wish I could cuddle you one more time I say bye to you properly! Seeing you in the hospital devastated me, it annoys me soo much that I never really got to say goodbye to you properly! Even when you was in hospital you was still laughing and joking to us all hehe that’s just youu!! I love you sooo much Daddy!! I wish you were still here with us!!! Never forget that we are all thinking of you and we all Love you!! Xxxxxxxx
Heyy Daddy! Just a quick message to say "I love you and miss you more every day"!!! They isn't a day that goes by that i dont think of you! I wish you was back in my life daddy! I went to the ring of bells for your birthday and had a drink for youu! I saw lots of your friends and I saw lynn too, she gave me a keyring with your picture inside, ive put it on my keys so your with me werever I go! :) Gonna go anyway daddy will come and talk to youu soonn!! Love youuu Sooo much!! Love your wickle Girll xxxxxxxx
Happy Birthday Dady xxx
Happy Birrthdayy Daddy!! xx
Were going out and having a drink for you soon :) think were going to your local, the ring of bells,, gonna have a john smiths for you hehe!!! I wish you was here Daddy soo much, Im so happy that my last words to you was 'I Love You'! even still i wish i could just say it to you even if it was just for one last time and see you again! everything is soo diffrent now your gone and i just cant get back to normal,, ive got pictures of you all over my room and evertime i go in my bedroom i see your face! it makes me happy but makes me sad at the same time :( anywayy i hope your having fun up there and i will down here for you i pwomise!!! Love you always Daddy!! Love you tons and tons your wickle girl!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxx for you stephen xxxx
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Because You Remember Me
I know I am still with you
in your prayers, your thoughts, your heart
And though you cannot see me,
I will always be a part
of life's sweet celebrations
in those times when you reflect
on how, though things are different,
through our love, we still connect.
We'll see each other someday
when our spirits all are free,
until then, I am with you
because you remember me.
author:unknown
TO STEPHEN
HOW DO WE COPE EVERY DAY.?
So many days.......
have passed us by....
we want you back....
we sit down and cry...
How do we cope...
we really don't know...
we want to fall in a heap...
But we keep on the go...
Thinking of memories...
we end up with a tear....
we know you can see us...
we feel you near....
You send us signs....
To brighten our day....
To let us know...
You are okay....
Our broken hearts ache....
they are so sore...
we think of you ...
And the tears just pour....
Well we must go..
To fight another day....
Please don't forget..
You're in our hearts to stay..........
LOVE THERESA X
Wuv You daddy x
I Miss You So Much!
Daddy, sitting here with tears welled up in my eyes typing I miss you so much you will always be in my heart.
You were the greatest dad ever and now i can understand why god wanted you with him you truly were an angel.
I love you so much just know that I always think about you and i miss you so much.
wuv you tons and tons your bestest daughter xxxx
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